{"id":139623046,"date":"2023-12-08T19:43:14","date_gmt":"2023-12-08T19:43:14","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/cynthiarodriguez.org\/2023\/12\/08\/returnal\/"},"modified":"2023-12-08T19:43:14","modified_gmt":"2023-12-08T19:43:14","slug":"returnal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/cynthiarodriguez.org\/eng\/2023\/12\/08\/returnal\/","title":{"rendered":"Returnal"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading\">Altar al proceso creativo<\/h2><p>Al fondo de mi altar, tengo dos postales en la pared:<\/p><p>Una de ellas me la trajo Laiza(<span class=\"mention-wrap\" data-attrs=\"{&quot;name&quot;:&quot;La libreta de los procesos&quot;,&quot;id&quot;:1434561,&quot;type&quot;:&quot;pub&quot;,&quot;url&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/open.substack.com\/pub\/laizaonofre&quot;,&quot;photo_url&quot;:&quot;https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/4ec2ee13-7abc-487b-a4c3-6244b0c4a703_500x500.png&quot;,&quot;uuid&quot;:&quot;b62530f4-289c-4408-b1c3-0b905a943a0a&quot;}\" data-component-name=\"MentionToDOM\"\/>) de Canad\u00e1. Es el dibujo de una persona dibujando algo. No se v\u00e9 qu\u00e9 es lo que dibuja esta persona espec\u00edficamente, sino s\u00f3lo se ve su proceso, su atuendo, su estado de flujo.<\/p><p>Otra de estas postales la consegu\u00ed en <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/tropico.market\/\">Tr\u00f3pico Market<\/a>. Es una ilustraci\u00f3n de <a href=\"https:\/\/www.instagram.com\/daycuervo\/\">Day cuervo<\/a> para <a href=\"https:\/\/lu-p-i.negocio.site\/\">LUPI &#8211; Lugar de producci\u00f3n Independiente<\/a>. Aqu\u00ed se ve otra persona, absorta en su taller. Una vez m\u00e1s, no se v\u00e9 lo que produce, pero se ve su proceso y tambi\u00e9n se ve su entorno. La referencia de obras pasadas que cre\u00f3, facilit\u00f3 y\/o presenci\u00f3.<\/p><p>En ambos personajes, se nota una calma inmensa.<\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/substack-post-media.s3.amazonaws.com\/public\/images\/f5831373-f088-4fe8-aa6d-557cab11b3dd_4000x2252.jpeg\" width=\"528\"\/><\/figure><p>Ser escritora es el trabajo de mis sue\u00f1os, y este a\u00f1o ese sue\u00f1o se hizo realidad. He crecido sobremanera como profesional y persona, con el apoyo de un equipo en el que nos llevamos de maravilla y nos comunicamos constantemente. Como un estudio de contenido relativamente nuevo, hemos avanzado a pasos agigantados. O m\u00e1s bien madrazos. O m\u00e1s bien vuelos y revuelos dentro de tornados que acaban tan r\u00e1pido como comienzan. Pero es normal. Llevamos menos del a\u00f1o y estamos sentando las bases.<\/p><p>Lo \u00fanico que he resentido es que, aunque mi trabajo es ser escritora, no he tenido mucho tiempo ni energ\u00eda para seguir con mi proceso creativo personal. De repente llegan poemas, en su mayor\u00eda sobre canciones y carros, mientras conduzco y escucho m\u00fasica. <em>Don\u2019t write and drive, kids!<\/em> Pero lejos est\u00e1n los d\u00edas en los que iba a talleres cada semana y sal\u00eda de ah\u00ed con dos o tres piezas nuevas. En el trabajo escribo un promedio de cuatro piezas al d\u00eda. Unas veinte a la semana, m\u00e1s o menos. <\/p><p>Para cuando llego a casa, despu\u00e9s del tr\u00e1fico que a veces s\u00ed y a veces no me inspira a sacar algo nuevo, lo \u00fanico que quiero es descansar, abrazar a mi gatita, jugar videojuegos, ver la tele y hacer ejercicio. Escribir ya lo hice todo el d\u00eda. Y aunque mi biograf\u00eda en redes sociales diga que \u201cescribo de d\u00eda y de noche\u201d, \u00faltimamente en la noche ya no han quedado las ganas.<\/p><p>Por eso puse estas postales ah\u00ed en el altar. Porque el proceso creativo es un proceso divino y la verdad me hace falta un poco de divinidad.<\/p><p>Hemos tenido cambios positivos en el equipo, y con la temporada navide\u00f1a y el fin del a\u00f1o a la vuelta de la esquina, la carga ha estado m\u00e1s fluida. En ese estado de fluidez, la divinidad ha vuelto de visita. Esa calma inmensa y ese flujo creativo por los que hab\u00eda rezado est\u00e1n volviendo como pueden. Sin prisa pero sin pausa. Si es que alguna vez se fueron.<\/p><figure class=\"wp-block-embed is-type-video is-provider-youtube wp-block-embed-youtube wp-embed-aspect-16-9 wp-has-aspect-ratio\"><div class=\"wp-block-embed__wrapper\">\n<iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Oneohtrix Point Never - Returnal (featuring Anohni)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/PnBZHL0-mzw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe>\n<\/div><\/figure><p><em>Returnal,<br\/>you\u2019ve never left,<br\/>you\u2019ve been here the whole time.<\/em><\/p><p>Oneohtrix Point Never ft. 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